I remember mustering up all the energy I had to write an email to one client and then laying on the floor in my office, staring at the ceiling.
Too tired to sleep. Too tired to even look at my phone.
Too tired to care.
One morning I woke up feeling like I always did. Exhausted. Drained. Too fatigued to give a damn about anything.
My phone screen lit up with a call from one of my best clients.
I knew based on our past conversations this call could easily be worth $15,000-$25,000.
I thought about the work involved and a feeling of doom and dead-tiredness washed over me.
I didn’t pick up.
This was it.
This was the moment I knew I couldn’t continue things as they were anymore. I had no willpower left and my body was shot.
I tossed the phone aside and relief flooded through me.
My throat tightened, my heart jumped – and I laughed nervously as I thought of the implications.
I knew I would do ANYTHING become ANYONE and spare NO EXPENSE to heal myself.